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Sometimes I just want to lay down and get eaten out all day.. but of course we can’t have nice things. My boyfriend doesn’t celebrate Valentine’s day, geez even with a boyfriend I still wont have a Valentine. Life just won’t give me a break will it? This one time in High School, we had a Christmas, performance and these lame ass cheerleaders performed “Jingle Bell Rock”, like in Mean Girls, it was fucking devastating to see. Like.. why? Why would you even try to perform one of the worlds best fucking scenes in young adult comedy! Being a cam girl really does sound like a pretty cool jerb. Though, I dont think anyone would actually pay to see a video or pictures of my tits. I seriously don’t have the strength to verbally talk to any one today. I just feel so alone even when surrounded by people. I just tend to blank out throughout the day.. you know, to just forget. Everyone that knows me, knows I’m a sweet person although most of them think its fake.. and years of that happening and years of me getting close to people and them back stabbing me have caused me to feel numb. 
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